I had to make an entry tonight.  I feel like it was a great 'alone' night.  I mean, I did spend a great dinner with friends and even had a good online chat after.  All of that was good and wonderful, but the time alone I spent after was even better.  I have to admit that.  Like now, I should go to bed and I will so soon, but I am actually enjoying just being with myself and the music.  And even tho that has always been something I loved, these past few weeks it has been hard.  It is not hard now and I like that.

The way that I see people lately is better than ever before.  I am appreciating things that I never did before, and frankly before I thought i was more appreciative than ever.  I did not know it could become greater, but it has.  I am thankful for learning stuff from others.

At the 7-11 tonight the cashier asked the girl how she was and she said, 'Not so good.  It has been one of those days.'  Cashier then said, 'Well, if it were not for the bad days, you could not appreciate the good days.  You would not be able to tell the difference.'  He was a good cashier.  Ya.